Friday, October 15, 2010

the hurt,pain won't go away..

I wish you knew how this feels like. Waiting and waiting and waiting all night long, hoping to see that grey icon turn green.

Why can others care about me so much and you can't when you say you love me? I don't understand.
I did everything I could for you before, sacrificed so much time and effort to do ANYTHING you wanted me to do and now, you can't even do one small thing to make me happy.


=( You hurt me. you make me sad. and here I am still hoping and waiting for you to come online to talk to me.


Maybe when you said you love me, it's not true. Maybe you say it to others as well, thats why they reply "love you" in return.


Thanks once again for hurting me and for making me understand why people give up on love.


Why do you have to push me to this point? Am I not unhappy enough for you?
Every day I try a little harder to be stronger.
I'm starting to turn emotionless.
My heart is slowly turning into stone.
I am slowly giving up on guys and even love.
I don't trust, can't trust and don't believe that theres a decent guy out there anymore.

when it come to you,all i even want to do is scream my head off!

You are not worth my time!
So I'm moving on with my life ..and I'm leaving you behind to dwell on your own damm issues!

Monday, October 11, 2010

try to find an answer in my life


I took a walk alone lasy night...i tooked up at the stars try to find an answer in my life..i chose a star for me..i chose a star for him

Wednesday, October 06, 2010


The miles just keep rollin as the people leave their way to say hello,I've heard this life was overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go.

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Welcome,HOLY SPIRIT!

I used to miss him,but my Aim is improving.

maybe you don know him


Okay,maybe you don know him..let me tell you , he is my boyfriend :)He was in US(america) for study now (miss he):(

my next love is coming :)

HAHAHA! my next love is coming soon :)! who is the guy? XD

Saturday, July 24, 2010

我好怀念你刚开始爱上我的那天~﹗


知道世界很善变没想到连你也变﹐﹐我好怀念你刚开始爱上我的那天~﹗

I feel sorry to you

终于作了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

终于作了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

sorry XXX, i feel sorry to you :(
一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

No matter the worries i have for you?i've no right to express them anymore!

How are you babe?

How are you?are you also struggling in these memories?are you bust?are you tired?is your heart still hurting?
I ask myself have i gotten used to it yet?without you when night arrires the echoes become drastic is there a method to cure this loneliness?


I cant make peace, nor let go because i've seen love truly bloomed i wan to keep waiting..waiting for that nighti came back from remember the moment you embraced me..i felt lile i felw to the sky when i graduall descended , i was no longer,i was in a dream..LOVE was here, it was so beautiful ; so strong~Remmed through my life with cheers even regret had conceded into a treasured smile..LOVE was here it made me complete made me happy~HOW COULD I EASILYLRT IT GO?i don wan to be released i'm only afraid of missing it.i just wan to wait for you to come back love me (:

Sunday, July 11, 2010


i was a bad mood today :(

Wednesday, June 30, 2010


boring ? take pic? eating? shopping? sleeping? or?

i hope that is your sister


i watched you trough the window last night and i thought i saw a girl in the candlelight you think that fair after all i give done restraining orders one by one..and i sure hope that was your sister .i guess you miss understood did not do you any god..bet you thought you never could,now you know that i would~
I get so aggravated when i get off the phone and i get the third degree!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

do you care?


Do you know care or don't you care to know?if you know i care , how can you hug me so?you are part of every breath i take , would you break my heart or give me heart a break?I can't figure out what love's all about and where i fit into your scheme..AM I WASTING TIME?!